God,
Sometimes I want to give up because every single thing doesn't fit with my dreams. It seems my dreams are so far to reach and my hands are weary to reach them. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I try to achieve but as much as I try, I always fail.
God,
I often wonder the purpose of my life beside praying to You. I believe I can be a remarkable being in this world. I don't want to lose my mind and go astray. I want to gain a happy life and be ununforgettable person.
God,
I start to not believe in any kinds of relationship, except relationship between my family and You. Is that okay? I'm really afraid that what I do till now is going to be useless and make me regret in the future.
God,
It's totally hard to live in this life. Dreams, relationships, love, people and everything turn off my smile and my faith. If I can choose to live, I want to be a great person, gain my all dreams, feel happiness completely, and make my loved ones loved.
God,
I'm so sorry and I do apologize if I always tell everything to You and ask You for many things too much because I only have You in every situation of my life, in every second of my breath, in every single step that I take, and in my weaknesses.
God,
Thank you so much for all wonderful and memorable things that you've given to me. I ask You to always take care of me and love, and nothing else.
Yogyakarta, 30 May, 2022
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