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I just finished praying Tahajud and I suddenly remembered my plan to move from Yogyakarta to Bandung. I'm still wondering whether my decision is correct or not because I don't want to feel regretful for what I choose.
I know deeply that my dream is still becoming of an English lecturer but I still don't have opportunities to be a lecturer in Yogyakarta, even my close lecturer doesn't offer me to be his staff in the campus. That's why I want to move to new city.
However, Yogyakarta has been my second home for so long. I have been living here since 2013 and I have been through many things in Yogyakarta but I don't want to be always like this. I want to upgrade myself.
Another reason why I want to move from Yogyakarta is I feel lonely here. I don't have any friends who really care. Everyday I have to overcome many things by myself. Actually it's okay but sometimes I cannot bear.
God, I ask You...
I hope my decision will be the best decision for me and I will not regret about this in the future.
I know that I don't have anything in Bandung, including friends but I want to try new things.
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