Yogyakarta,
16 December 2015
This
morning, I would like to reveal my hardship regarding one thing. It has been
long time I did not write anything on my blog. You know, I will reveal about
love. I choose that topic to become one of my writings because I always fail in
love. To be frank, I have not felt the true love from the others except from my
family especially my mom. I always imagine if only I get someone who will
always love me and accept who I am of course I am gonna be happy. However, love
is hard. Seeing people who are falling in love and keeping each other. How
amazed. Sometimes I myself estrange from someone who I interest because I just
do not want make my future worst. I have been love someone since we met some
years ago but the one I love seems not care to me.
Go
on, Irfan …
Just
forget it. Forget about love and everything that relates to love. It is not
important thing, it is not essential or imperative thing. I have like and love
myself. Thinking hard to make my future brightest ever is the most important
thing in my whole life. Love just make spain, hurt, and empty hope. There is
only one love which I will always keep. That is mom’s love. No matter if people
just stare at me as a weird person . It does not influence my future.
Hey,
you. That’s you!
You
can insult me as many as you want but you have to remember I am Irfan, I do not
know about sadness, I just know about happiness, I do not know about crying, I
just know about smiling
I
get up right now even though I feel I am always alone and as if I do not have a
true friend in my whole life. I do not depend on fiend because I hold my
destiny and I believe in myself. I am
not such an egoistic person that emphasizes everything on myself. I just want
to reveal that I am in the best way if walk in my road.
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