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There are many dreams that I want to make them come true but I feel it so hard that make my heart stop breathing. LOL. Well, do not make me like a fool ya. It is totally true. I do not know what to do. Everything is going to get stuck. Oh My Lord.
Forget about my dreams for a
while. I want to narrate again regarding love. These writings are all about
love’s impact. Wow, it is frightening, huh… This is like a ghost who haunts you
in the midnight. Do not make this very serious. I am joking, you know.
I have fallen in love with
somebody who really took care of me, the one who really loved me in the past
time but suddenly that the one left me behind. It absolutely hurt. I do not
know the reason why I was left just like a trash. I know I was hurt but I do
not want to hurt my lover. I forgave my the one.
Sometimes, I get angry why the
unlucky things always occur in my life, notably about love. I do not understand
why it is hard to find true love. I feel like I am done with this. I do not
care again about love because what I care now is all about my self in the
future, how to make my big family happy, how to treat the other people right,
and how to forgive the people who hurt me. That is called life anyway. I know
that love is important but I know as well that love is not always about someone
but it is all about the world.
I believe that someday the true
one will come in to my life without inviting or sending my love letter. I
believe God only wants to make my life better than I have to experience love
right now. The right one will come in the right time. Do you agree with that
statement? I absolutely agree.
I am tired of being the one who is always hurt by people. I am tired of being the one who always defers for the other people. I am tired of being the one who always sacrifices for others. Oh My Lord.
God, forgive me. I do not mean to
disappoint you because I know all things that happen in my life are permitted
by You. You definitely know what the best for me although it is hard to explain.
I am only human anyway who does not understand God’s plan. I can only guess for
anything that occurs in this life.
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