Today
my father went to Tangerang again in order to work as laborer. He has been
working in Tangerang since I haven't been born in this world. I realize by
working he raises me until this time. Moreover, I remember my father has ever
bought for me one set of shampoo and I am sure that it was more expensive than
usual shampoos. I also remember when he bought for me a set of vcd with some
cassettes. It was very complete because the cassettes were my like. It was
about cartoon and songs. For instance, Dragon Ball and Dora The Explorer and so
on. Recently I knew that his salary was only spent for buying vcd. When Lebaran
came, my father always carried me on his back and the trip was so far. I
couldn't imagine how weary he was. He is willing to sacrifice for me.
Now
I am bowing in regret because I haven't made him happy completely yet. I always
neglect his eyes when I talk with him or I reply his questions. I am terribly
afraid he will die as soon as he is older. I heard that his age is almost sixty-year-old
this year whereas my age is twenty-year-old. So our age differs forty-year-old.
Perhaps it is a cause our thoughts are always contradictory. Regardless he is
still my father and he is always be my hero.
Occasionally
I am always perfelxed by his attitude in treating my mom. Sometimes he treats
my mom with the best attitude so that my mom looks very happy, however,
sometime he makes my mom cry. My father always quarreled with my mom two years
ago. He yelled to my mom loudly and maybe our neighbours heard that quarrel. I
am ashamed because of my father's attitude.
When
my father came a month ago. He seemed different. He talked with me and my mom
warmly and he always prayed in the mosque. He scarce yelled to my mom and he
always smiled to everyone who was met by him everywhere. Besides that my father
optimized his capability in order to assist our neighbors. For celebrating
Indonesia's independent my father has made traditional thing from bamboo which
was combined with some trace bottle. It called it "Kaca Kaca". He pit
it between the gate of alleyway. It makes our alleyway beautiful. When he was
making it, I recorded him by using tablet. He seemed so skilled. I am proud of
him and I always proud of him forevermore. Thank dad, you are my greatest
father who was born by God for me. I am deeply sorry I haven't been able to
make you happy or bring you happiness in your whole life. Forgive me, I always
disappoint you in your all time. You should know that I extremely love you in
my life, anyway.
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